a million little things..
Robin Gunningham said: "You die twice. One time when you stop breathing and a second time, a bit later on, when somebody says your name for the last time". && I just don't ever see that being the thing here sister. I won't ever, not speak your name, or tell stories. The boys, will never stop speaking about you. I only wish you would have met the new little, which even in this case, I get to tell him about all the stupid shit, the fun times, all of it. You have so many friends who will never let you die sister. Not in the spiritual side anyways. I guess the physical side, is already done. It's hardest on days I need you. I wonder if this is how you got. Did you ever just get so, stuck that you were scared to ask me for help? Is that why you never fully opened up until I found out in the end? It's so hard when I listen to your playlist. Because, I get it. But I have to stay. I don't have any options. You should have. I know you felt like a burden...