wishes
I wish the demons wouldn't had won. I wish you would had logically thought about what you leaving would do to us. But I know you couldn't help it. So it's nothing I blame you for. It's easy to wish all this shit...... Maybe... No I lied. It really isn't... Because thinking about you, which is hard not to do.... Even when you were here asshole, is what hurts. I keep trying to find something to fill this void in my chest since you've been gone... ((Not drugs... Crafts, hobbies, etc)) && I think I'm running out of things lol. It's hard to not call you, number one because someone else has your phone number now, && that within itself is, a lot to handle.... Number two, because, you won't be picking up... You were a LITERAL drug. All within yourself. Since I haven't had video calls from you, random texts, memories that I don't have that are on your FB, random memes, etc. You saved me sister. && For a good minute, I ...