August 1, 2021 is coming so quick sister.
I ran across this picture, while looking for pictures to send to Christina. && Was instantly flooded with memories. After that, I had to put my phone down. I had to reground myself. ((Thanks Pinterest)) && I had to breathe. I want to punch you so bad this week. && I honestly couldn't tell you why. My therapist made me realize, you truly were my person. Why am I struggling to open up to people? Because you were who I went to... Why am I struggling with my mental on the whole religion topic? Because that was what we did for each other... We gave each other hope that maybe there is a god && maybe he really is watching us && maybe we'll all be together again... Why am I struggling with sobriety? Because you chose to use before you passed on. To whatever freaking realm you're in.. && you promised me.... You promised Taylor.... Why am I struggling with anger? Because I can't physi...