stage one through wtfe
I don't even know where to start in all of this.. I don't feel like i should be typing this at all to be honest. But, I'm at such a loss. I don't know how to feel anymore, or what emotion is about to hit. Or at what period of time if at any time at all, the tears && emotions just hit. all at once. expect breaks.. these are all written/thought, at different points.. maybe different stages.. My question to you dear sister, is where the hell am i supposed to be mental or physically in all of this?!? you had everything else planned for us to find, so tell me.. where am i supposed to be? I'm so mad at you today.&& i know I shouldn't be. Its not your fault. but at the same time, it is. You knew what this would do to us. If you wanted to make a difference so bad, you should have been the living advocate. Im so pissed at you today. I want to do nothing but hug you, && fishtail braid your stupid hair. && yell at you, but i cant. &...